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Friend from the Past
FEELING: hopeful
LISTENING TO: The Marias - Only in My Dreams
today was a good day, i want to believe that. i woke up at 2pm and got really upset bc i had alarm set for 10am. then my sis and her bf texted me asking if i wanted to play roblox with them. i agreed bc i had nothing better to do. we wanted to play at 7pm, so while i was waiting, i decided to open the game after not playing 2-3 months. when i opened roblox, i saw my friend who i used to talk towith everyday was online, but i knew there was no point in texting him bc he was avoiding me. then i got upset and wanted to cheer myself up with playing femboy obby, and then he joined. we talked for hours about random things, i was happy to talk with him again, even though in the past we would argue and be mean to each other. i just hope we can be best friends again. im used to being always alone, but its nice to talk with someone. i also made new friend while we were playing together, or maybe its just a +1 to my friend list, who knows.
First Diary Post
FEELING: upset
LISTENING TO: ILLIT - jellyous
this is the first post!1 its more like a test, so yeah. its currently 2:36AM, ill probably go to bed at 5AM. today (or yesterday, to be sure), was kinda bad. i was talking about my future with parents and i really wanted to cry bc i dont know who i want to be when i grow up. in 5 months im gonna be 18 and im very scared.very. my parents are gonna send me to my sis for a week and idk im afraid ill be a burden to her. i wish i was like her, never scared of the unknown, brave and strong, and no matter what happens, she would always find an answer. shes great, i wish i wasnt an anxious loser.